I don't think that anyone who hasn't walked this journey can understand how depressing it is to learn that cancer you thought was in remission has returned aggressively. I was feeling so strong and being able to play golf and pickleball very well, but small nagging pain over my shoulder and down my arm became increasing more persistent and painful as the days progressed. My oncologist talked with a neurosurgeon and he ordered more MRIs and X-rays. They showed that the tumor on C6 was growing and pressing on the nerves that go down my left arm. The neurosurgeon advised that there was no choice but surgery to try to get the tumor out as soon as possible before it begins pressing on the spinal column.
I was so depressed when I heard the news, but have pulled myself together and have a plan which helps in making myself be in the moment rather than worrying about the future. For now I am dealing with constant pain and the hopes that I can visit Jon, Lori and the kids in Washington DC before I head to Portland for the surgery.
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